its 100 !!

this is my 100th post for my blog !!

and the last day of year 2009 !!

yay !!

any mission for my own??

hmmm...calculating, thinking, dreaming, planning...

wow...so much thgs to do...

to do list...

the very 1st thg in my mind now...

need to have a talk wif my family...

each of thm..

haiz...explaination...repeat and repeat and repeat...

for sure its gonna be hard...

would the tears come out??

would i be strong again ??

could i face it alone ??

2nd thg - godparents ??

3rd - house ??

4th - my career ??

5th - my study ??

gosht...thr is alot of thgs in my mind now...

messing and all is tide upside down...

its such a long week for me...

argue and almost fighting??

shaking whole body??

brother admitted to the hospital

this and that..

so tired !!

i always remind myself !!

不要说对不起

不要问原因

so that i wont regret...and i never regret for the road that i chose...

as life goes on..I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility...

and i realize everythg i do is affecting people around me...

what i wish for this new year...

i could b strong and strong and much more stronger...

for the people that i love the most...

i wish you all have a good health and happy always...

that the reason that i breath now..

to get the smiles in each of yours faces...

that's the way it is !!