its 100 !!

this is my 100th post for my blog !!

and the last day of year 2009 !!

yay !!

any mission for my own??

hmmm...calculating, thinking, dreaming, planning...

wow...so much thgs to do...

to do list...

the very 1st thg in my mind now...

need to have a talk wif my family...

each of thm..

haiz...explaination...repeat and repeat and repeat...

for sure its gonna be hard...

would the tears come out??

would i be strong again ??

could i face it alone ??

2nd thg - godparents ??

3rd - house ??

4th - my career ??

5th - my study ??

gosht...thr is alot of thgs in my mind now...

messing and all is tide upside down...

its such a long week for me...

argue and almost fighting??

shaking whole body??

brother admitted to the hospital

this and that..

so tired !!

i always remind myself !!

不要说对不起

不要问原因

so that i wont regret...and i never regret for the road that i chose...

as life goes on..I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility...

and i realize everythg i do is affecting people around me...

what i wish for this new year...

i could b strong and strong and much more stronger...

for the people that i love the most...

i wish you all have a good health and happy always...

that the reason that i breath now..

to get the smiles in each of yours faces...

that's the way it is !!

dolphin

im in love wif dolphin...
hahhaha...
does it cute....
a great creature...
soft and frenly...

dolphin...hmmm...wat im gonna name u....
dolphin - delphine?? flipper?? dingle?? flippy?? dusky??

ishkz...all sounds so cute to me...

ok...make my mind..

presenting my cute little frens in my dream...

Delphine !!!

Merry Chrismast

ho ho ho...
merry xmas everyone.....

in everywhere could see the xmas decorations...

Lovely Card

received dis lovely card frm my 3 nieces...

didnt expect it at all...

this is from Eugenie Leong Nyuk Pei

this is from Eliza Leong Nyuk Chui

this is from Esther Leong Nyuk Yee

aren't they so cute...

by sending this lovely card...

once received it, i just realized they growth tht fast...

frm a baby til teenage...

i be their babysit...

hugging, bugging, playing, beating, pitching,

arguing, crying, fighting, jealous...

all..everythg....

i just miss them so much...

thank you my lovely dear...

you all growth that fast and yeah....

your little ah yie here will owez love and miss you all...

and for sure, im the shorter among all of u...

Ave Maria

Month of Holy..

Its Chrismast festive month...

everywhr in a holiday mood...

go to any mall or street...

we could see all those star blinking, present been wrapped, big xmas tree in the center of shopping mall, all those candy house, all those toys....

just felt that i am in the fairy town....

with the decorations of reindeer everywhr...

sudden i felt so lonely...hahhaha...

but yeah...just feel happy and joy wif the happy faces all around me...

heard and sing a long this songs in every day...

hahaha...actually, only me that played the xmas songs in office....

open it loudly....

Ave Maria touch me so....

couldnt upload the video, cuz im in the off now...

just copy paste the lyric...

the song really nice...

Ave Maria

She was lost

in so many different ways,

Out in the darkness with no guide.

I know the cost of a losing hand

Never for the grace of God

Oh I,I found heaven on earth.

You are last,My first.

And then I hear this voice inside...

Ave Maria

I've been alone,

when I'm surrounding by friends.

How could the silence be so loud?

But I still go on,Knowing that I've got you.

There's only us when lights go down.

You are heaven on earth,

You are my hunger my thirst.

I always here this voice inside...

Singing Ave Maria

Sometimes love can come and pass you by,

Whille your busy making plans,

Suddenly hit you and then you realize,

It's out of your hands,

Baby you've got to understand.

You are my heaven on earth,

You are my last my first.

and then I hear this voice inside...

Ave Maria

Ave Maria

Ave Maria

lalallallalallalalala

huh...
1st paper pass dy...

and i still lalallallalallalallaa....
sigh...sure fail...
hahahhaa...crazy...

not enuf rest and sleep...

went back aftr exam and hang out wif fren...
reached hme around 6pm, changed clothes, bath and skip dinner again...
lalalalalaaa...no wonder owez get gastric...stupid me...

oh my bed...i miss u a lot...
aftr 1 day 1 nite i left u thr....
laying alone....
here i come.... lolx

aftr few minute, im totally shut down...
awake aftr i heard laughing sounds from outside...the living room...
uh.... #$%^&
and it in the middle of nite...12am....wat the....
annoying but..its just leave it like it be..

roll here roll there...dun wan to wake up...
lazy to go out as well eventho im thirsty...
hmm..the main reason..hahhaha...*keep it tight*

received a call frm fren..just wanna say gud nite...
hehhee...so funny whnever teasing it..
yeah...aftr the conversation, went sleep again...
sleep tightly till the early morning...
wow...record...sleep for more than 10 hrs !!!

5 am my alarm wake me up and still heard the laughing sounds frm outside...
haizz...whn thy wan to go in bed??
hmmm...waited for half an hour...still??

ishkz...dun bother...take my towel and go bath...
get ready everythg...
and here i am...in the office....

lazying...looking and reading those email...
supplier chasing for payment, order track, receiving date line...
uh...so bored...

and Eisz saw me he got a resume request frm Petronas...
grgrggrrggr him !!!
anyway, both of us looking for job now...
hunting to any job...lolx...
he asked me to update my resume...
keep on sending CV go for a better work...
and im bored wif this process job...
no heart to work already...not like the 1st 5 mths working...
can do my work and archieve the target...
now wat im doin is more on...
yeah yeah...and just wanna complete the task...

enuf for now...
gonna check the email and track the order again...

T.Bowl

hang out again wif Crystelle...
waiting her finish her's work...
and I as usual, lepaking at off...
doin some work as well...browsing as usual while tik tok the clock around...


oh gosh...
damn hungry...
since last night did not take any meals,
skip for breakfast and lunch as well...
lolx...crazy...
luckily i still got my jacobs here....
hehehhee...

took a packet of 3 in 1 milo fuzz..

taraaa...my milo... :)

Jacob's Low Salt Hi Fibre ~~...

no work...
its tasteless...but...yeah...this is the only food i have in my locker...
huhuhu...
:) anyway

yeah....my suffering frm hunger is done....hehhehe...
its 6pm...
quickly turn off the pc and make a call to Crystelle...
asked her to fast and furious go out frm the damn office now
and go cari makan.....hahhaha

waited her in front of Sg.Wang Plaza...
lolx...stil nid to wait for 10 mins...
grgrgrggrgrr....my stomach cant wait anymore...
and my gastric damn pain....
ishkz...whr is she ???

once i saw her, the 1st thgs i said is...
lai lai go U-Cafe thr...beh tahan dy...
but, she suggested go to 3rd Floor, Toilet Bowl...
and i so blurrr... eat Toilet Bowl...
walao eh...im ferking hungry dy and she asked eat toilet bowl....
huhuhuhu....

she just asked me to follow her...
okay...just follow lur....

went to 3rd floor...saw the signboard, saw the cafe....
hmmm...1st impression...
somethg new...somethg nice....

heading to the counter...but too bad,
in-house is full....huhuhuhu
go for outside seat....

hmmm...nvm at least get a place to seat...
actually wanted to snap some pix..but couldnt...

only this....
its really using the toilet bowl for the seater....
nice huh??

she ordered Tiramisu Blended

and Kimchi Seafood Ramen...

me ?? duno wat to order....
just asked for Chinese Mambo Pork Rice

and Orange Yogurt

silly face as usual... ^^

all of this meals cost me RM42.oo
and the food is suckz....lolx....
sorry to say so...
not dat bad actually...
only its not dat as we expected....
the ramen more like chilie sauce soup...
the seafood is not fresh and the noodles is not as chewy as we usual ate...
better tht i cook my Cintan Mee...much more nicer.... lolx

and my food...
fail !!!
the fried rice is totally tasteless...
the pork...lolx...the coloring is too much...
the ko sui...tooo cold...like thy duno hw to heat it...

hmm..ths is the 1st and last i b here...
hahaha...no more 2nd times gua...

Gym - Workout ~

*sigh*
just back frm workout in Wangsa Walk...
lolx...
its really un-plan xtvt...

reached hme after work is at 7.30pm
as usual...the 1st thg i do is open my lappy...
hahhaha...
thn just continue to change my clothes and so on...
hahhahaa...

check my FB and my games the 1st thg...
thn see any updates and kacau ppl shout out....

i saw Melvin shout thr, needs some companion for dinner...
status as - anybody in Setapak free for dinner ??
and i so itchy go thr and say " ME !! "
hahhaa...and he ask me go Steven Corner and order for him...
wow...dats is fast...lolx

we have a chat...glad tht he found a new gf dy...
but he so mean to me...keep bully me...
hahahhaa...but yeah, look at him, in a happy life...
and for sure...he is gaining more weight...
bwuahahahhaa..

he asking me wanna go gym and i say YES again...

finished our dinner, back hme, changes clothes and head to Celebrity Fitness Express in Wangsa Walk thr...

do RPM and playing some of the equipment there...actually nothg much to play..

oh gosh...

my weight now is 56kg...

that's mean 56 kilogram = 123.458 866 82 pound

BMI Categories:
Underweight = <18.5
Normal weight = 18.5-24.9
Overweight = 25-29.9
Obesity = BMI of 30 or greater

My BMI is ~ +-24

deng ~ luckily I'm still in normal weight...

but...yeah, still feel heavy...

need to start to do workout again cuz i am totally not good in diet'ing....

hmm...hw many kg's i need to reduce, huh??

the ideal weight?? to suit my height.....

hmmm...

Looking Outside

I dont know why

you looks so upsad...so down...

you sitting there..looking to the outside...

I dont know what's on your mind..

what's distracting you...

saw you like that, make me hurt...

make me pain...

but, what can i do ??

we are the stranger..

in such a small place...

in our own live...

and why should i care about it??

tried not to bother

you thought me a very good lesson...

and i still keep it..

" Happiness is in our hand, Same goes to the choices you made "

no matter what and how you turn to,

we will stand and support you always..

keep smile :)

*sigh*

goin out wif mummy, baba, and yona aftr back frm penang..

asked Ah Lim Suk Suk, Amy Suk Mei and 3 cutes children...

super active, cute and notty...

thy owez make my day...

uh...forgot the elders wat name ady...lolx...

2nd is Coco, 3rd is Yanick - super active >.<

anywhr i go...thy will follow me...

and arguing to hold my hand..

got 1 times...

the younger's 1 cry...cuz want to sit beside me during the dinner time...

fighting to which chair thy wan me to sit...

thy ar so cute...and i nid to calm thy down...hhahahha...

thy parents aso headached to see thm...

anywhr...i duno why my phone onli left 2 pix of thm...sud b Coco deleted it..hmmmm...

so...here is the pix i took ...

Coco and me ~~
super active boy... Yanick ^^

miss them much... *wink wink*

I'm Back !!

huh....

i'm back to work after 4 days leave...

checking my mail and those request, order, pendings and issues....

hmmm...not going good for sure...

im lazy lazy lazy !!!

but yeah, need to survive and entertain all the request....

back to work...

will uplod some new pix and story once i back hme today....

oh yeah...haven clean my house yet...
and still need to thinks for nxt year planning...

lolx...wish list in pending mode.... ^_^
a lot of thgs need to do and need to achieve....
hope nxt months a.k.a nxt yr will b a good year for me...
career, life and health too...

cheers for me !! yay @@

oh yeah , today Personalized Horoscope for myself ~~

"You will be on a mental and physical high today. All the plans you had made are coming to fruit now. Your high spirits will charm everyone around you, be it at home or at work. Even your output at work increases in quality and quantity because of this! Your colleagues are more than happy to help. Use today to push forward on any pending tasks and your productivity will be exceptionally high today."

so...i gonna do as it...hope it will be a good day and b smooth...

Penang Island Jazz Festival

went to penang on 5th Dec 2009
follow fren for Jazz Festival...
and i am really no idea wat is jazz music sounds like...
lolx..

i just say YES to my fren...
and he said...ok, will brg u thr and get a ticket for u...
hahhaa...how good he is...
thx Tommy !!

here is the some snap pix i took...
not much pix dat i snap actually..
jus a ramdon 1..

damn feeling

mixed up feeling again....
for sure...
its never be a good feels...

its always make me down and broken...
damn...why sud i ??

wonder whn its gonna stop..
been haunted until nobody business...

following whrever i go...
damn shit...

the unsecured and scared feels....
pls go away...

camwhore ^^