Saturday, May 16, 2009

Another day of me

huhuhuhu....
another day dat pass on today....
early morning wake up...even so tired...
but still...i make ma self to wake up....
even i dun have enuf time to rest and sleep...
and i super duper tired....
life must go on rite....

so....today wutz i done....

wake up...take bath...and take bus to office....

wutzz???? why sud i go to office????
eventhough today is not my working day....
hmmm...recently its bcum my habit to waste my time there....
and yesss...i did do my work as well...
finish my report..replying to the requestor...and make things clear...
damn...yesterday...i got my performance report for ma region...
its moving down....yukessszzzz....
bcuz i dun update the promise date...haizzz....
hw cum????
need to update supplier and the requestor in the same time
keep on calling, replying email and updating....
haizzzz....
and the order keep on piling up...
carazy or not...in a day i make order more then 30....
still...huh....

lazy....to talk bout my work ady...
i finish my work today almost 6 pm...
and outside is raining...and my feeling flew sumwhr else...
STOP !!!

hmmm...reach home almost 7pm...
and open pc...browsing around...
and you knw wutz happen nexz....
hehehheee...
my new thread...

Friday, May 15, 2009

Right Now

Right now...m so scare...feel really scare...
and asked ma self..is it wrong to feel afraid???
my tears gonna drop again...and im trying really hard to hold it tight...
because of the promises i made...
after all..
i just gonna be strong...
strong infront of others...
keep on smiling and make it really nothing ever happen...
and keep on goin to my path thats i feel really empty and far away...
and yessss!!!
i damn far from others...
far from my family...
far from my friend (did i ever have a friends, thats i could call it as a friends in the real means as a friends...goshhh...gonna keep it for ma self)...
far from .........................................................
recently i sang this song
eventhough i cant really sing..
hmmm...sing for ma own dats be great enuf...hehehhehe...
the lyrics damn like wutz i feel rite now
...and yessss...
i hate it so much...
i hate it when i love u dat much...
i hate it when i cant make the hateness as much as you did...
i hate it when i cant hold it when saw you like this...
i hate it when suddenly we become a strangers in our own life...
i hate it when i cant stand to see you sick and i still want to take care of you...
i hate it when i still love you..LOVE???
i dont understand much...
or i dont wanna understand...???
u can simply say u dont love me..so do i...
you gonna tell the whole world that......................
gosh....cant finish the sentence...
just.............
the lyrics represent ma self..
ma feeling rite now...
RIGHT NOW...by akon...
It's been so long
That I haven't seen your face
I'm tryna be strong
But the strength I have is washing away
It wont be long
Before I get you by my side
And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you
Tell you what's been on my mind
I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na
Girl I know mistakes were made between us two
And we show our eyes that night
Even said somethings weren't true
Why'd you go and haven't seen my girl since then
Why can't it be the way it was?
Cos you were my homie, lover and friend
I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na
I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much
Until I get you back I'm gonna try
Yes I miss you much
You are the apple of my eye
Girl I miss you much
I miss you much
I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much
Until I get you back I'm gonna try
Yes I miss you much
You are the apple of my eye
Girl I miss you much
I miss you much
I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na
I want you to fly with me
Want you to fly
I miss how you lie with me
Miss how you lie
Just wish you could dine with me
Wish you could dine
One that would grind with me
One that would grind with me
I want you to fly with me
Want you to fly
I miss how you lie with me
Miss how you lie
Just wish you could dine with me
Wish you could dine
One that would grind with me
One that would grind
I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na