Monday, November 30, 2009

A nice Love Story

An amazing Love Story

i got this story from a forwarded mail...its kinda touching and i lurve it so much....
just wanna share it...
and still....hope that i could get a fascinating love story as she had....

He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please,let me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. 'would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.'


Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; why you have this hobby? He replied: 'when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there'.

While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.

That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt inthe coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said:

'My dearest,
please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie.
This was the only lie I said to you...
the salty coffee.
Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time,
actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt...
It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.
I never thought that could be the start of our communication!
I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life,
but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything..
Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth:
I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste..
But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life!
Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you.
Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life.
If I can live for the second time, still want to know you
and have you for my whole life,even though I have to
drink the salty coffee again'.


Her tears made the letter totally wet.

Someday, someone asked her:
what's the taste of salty coffee?
It's sweet. She replied.

Love is not to forget but to forgive,
not to see but to understand,
not to hear but to listen,
not to let go but to HOLD ON !!!!


Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like,
because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.


Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says,'...that's her.'

its just remind me and make me think of something....
is there really have this kind of story?? a happy ending love story??
i always dream of a fairy tales...a happy ending after all...with all the sadness become the happier ever after....

just a thought for this cruel life..i think...
would there is anything else behind??

Sick and Tired

yeah....

im kinda sick now...
and tired too....

i dont know what im looking for...

just sick and tired....

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Roses

- 1 Rose Love at the first sight; you are the one

- 2 Roses Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another

- 3 Roses I love you

- 6 Roses I wanna be yours

- 7 Roses I'm infatuated with you

- 9 Roses An Eternal love, together as long as we live

- 10 Roses You are perfect

- 11 Roses You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life

- 12 Roses Be my steady

- 13 Roses Secret Admirer

- 15 Roses I am truly sorry, please forgive me

- 20 Roses Believe me, I am sincere towards you

- 21 Roses I am devoted to you

- 24 Roses Can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday

- 33 Roses Saying "I love you" with great affection

- 36 Roses I will remember our romantic moments

- 40 Roses My love for you is genuine

- 50 Roses Regretless love, this is

- 99 Roses I will love you for as long as I live

- 100 Roses Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age

- 101 Roses You are my one and only love

- 108 Roses Please marry me!

- 365 Roses Can't stop thinking about you, each and everyday

- 999 Roses Everlasting and Eternal love

Friday, November 20, 2009

choose

I'm Sorry....
i know u hate to see me like this...
and i am tired for all those drama...
this is the way i choose to forget all the memory...
i just cant stand it anymore.....

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Outing part 1

9th - 13th Nov....
nthg much gonna say here...
most of the time spend wif thm...except for several day dat i went office...
but still manage to go back hme early...

mummy and baba...as usual lur...
keep on planning and thkg for the children future....
mummy went for review...
baba looking for new property....

mei mei ~ hmmm...waiting till nxt year.. 2011 to come over aftr finish SPM...

on 11th -
outing wif mei mei and celebrate mummy birthday...
had lunch at Federal Hotel for dim sum wif thm...

Mandarin Palace Chinese Restaurant


the Dim Sum

my favourite "wu kok"...but ths 1 taste so so only....

egg tart a.k.a. 'dan tart'

Monday, November 16, 2009

freaking out

*sigh*

been wild this lately...
lolx...
daring too much...hmmm....not suppose to...

but...too much in mind..

its just sound so wrong...
losing the part of mine...
happy enough??

just a skin that wrap on it...
a fakeness just to make someone notice bout it...

tired of all of it...
sickness that cant be redo...

finding something to make ownself feel free...

yeah....i found it...
a free'ness that couldnt be stand so long...
until that till...
i will just hold and stand for it...

evacuate to the dancefloor...

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

in Deed ....

is there still have any light...any hope..any dream???
wishes made to comes true??
trying harder or just let it be???
i'm tired to pretend anymore...
i'm tired to hold this alone...
i just sick for everything...
plz brg me go...take me along...!!!

Thursday, November 5, 2009

damn it !!

still having my choco malt oat - add water....since im coming in today at 7am....its too thick okay..too much of oat....

haizzzz.... i am in emo again... lolzzz *sob sob*
but...my babey just called me...i am happy to hear her voice...miss her so much..gonna have dinner together... ♥ ♥ ♥

i am lazy nowadays.....not into the mood...a lot of thgs happen lately....cant even resist...
sad bout everythg...

mama called last night...asked bout me...how's is everythg...asked how's my work?? asked how's my study?? asked bout this coming christmast...coming back or not??

and i just so speechless mum...i dont know how to talk bout it...i just listen whatever she talked bout...take good care...dont go out night...bla bla blaaaa.... and i just cant say any words...i'm really sorry mum...i love you...just take care there k...i will back once i can face all those stupid thgs.... i cant really stand on it...but i love you... and you know bout it... please forgive me...


we learning new thgs evryday....and i learn somethg bout friendship....
more a like have money, have friend....
hmmmm...why should this happen...yeah i know it's quite normal nowadays...
kind of a trend... ada wang, ada amoi - phrases....
its can be slot to anywhere...friend even in family relationship as well...


i just felt unfair...why shouldnt this bother me so...
anyway...i'm glad to know...ths is what a friend is...

no matter what, the only things still beside me is always my songs...
my music...its still alive...until the last breathe of me...


Never lose your loved ones since it makes you feel very much.
The loved ones will always behind you every success and failure.
Learn to adapt both the situations.
I will takes life easier yet my life consists of bad happenings ~~

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Keep it Loud !!

yes...keep it loud babes...
keep the rythm...
keep moving...
keep shaking...
until you drop....

i cant even stand a day without music...
it just feel my day...complete my life...

felt really cold today...
raining - on and off....
and i...again...freezing in the office....
go down...and take the shine...

people look at me with a weird and funny faces...
who's care...i'm freaking cold man...
yeah...they should...
wif my jacket puts on and earphone plug into my ears...
i just sitting down thr...
balcony...errr....kind off...at the road side actually...
with my head up side down...left and right...and body moving...
yeah....thy shud look me like...what the hell the girl doin thr??

aftr 10 - 15 mins down thr...felt hot enuf...
go up again...continue my stuff....
and receive the msg.....
and....thx for letting me know.... ♥


keep my track again...
keep follow the rythm...
i just miss the loud !!

for the 1st track - Cry by Rihanna....
the lyric so awesome...
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You'll never see me cry !!

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

warghhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!

damn it....
what a feeling right now.....

s@#$.....!!!

i will just easily get irritated wif something....
for past few days back...

felt really tired...and went sleep early...
by that time....my room door been knock...
i know who's that...and shit...i just felt really scared...
shaking?? heart beat so fast?? why??
i just stoned thr...without doing nothg...


msg my fren...tel him..
asking me wat happen...
din tel much...only said tat...mayb next time will talk bout it..
and he ease me by making me laugh and smile...
thanks dear.....
cant really sleep well actually....
and tried harder to sleep....

and now...im get irritated by him....
hmmmm....mayb i cant really get to it....
duno...he make me smile..sometimes...
kinda rush...but not really to the crush yet...
i dont get any news from him for 2 days already...
just want to know whr is he now...
that's it....
i dont know...he mad at me?? angry me?? or mayb got something happen??
damn it...
hate waiting..hate been ignored...
i just felt uncomfortable...
hmmmmm.....need to get back like b4....
i just want to be with my gal...
or maybe i just want to be with my music...
i want to be with my loud music...
i want to be with my crowd and the move that's always make me happy...
that's always make me feel like i owned the world...
there always bout the music, move, shake and me !!

Monday, November 2, 2009

Distracted

Felt a bit distracted...
huh....
Just felt tired...
really damn tired....
distract from everythg surround me...

distracted frm own house..
huh...is that really my house??
phewwww....kind off..cuz there are... before it...isnt it??
what's wrong wif the house actually??
no more house feeling??
no more happiness thr??
its just more like....a place to sleep??
its really like no life thr....
its felt so empty....died !!!
huh......

distracted frm own job....
workload...hmmm...
work never be finish..if could finish..why thy need to hire ppl, rite??
but...i felt tired to entertain all those email...
there is like nonstop email in a day...and i just felt like ignore it all...
can i ??
assisting for this district make me sick...
entertain those ppl wif nonsense request make me felt like....bullshitting wif it...
i just need to make my ownself to perform well again...
i know that im not perform well lately....
i need to build up again my performance...
really need to....
i dont want my matrix go down for a single mistake anymore...
for all this time...i wan to make it perfect...and i know thr is nothg is perfect...
but at least i tried...and i make it...even its not a 100%... at least i could maintain my matrix by 96% every month....

distracted frm colleagues??
hmmm....its not a big deal...
an issues?? who never been through all this??
working wif ppl will owez facing ths rite??
everyone have thy own attitudes....thy behaviour....thy styles....
and i tired to hear this that and that this....

distracted....distracted....

what really distract me actually....
my life now??
i dont really care bout it....
im tired !!...
felt like i cant hold it anymore !!
i need somebody to share it...!!
who?? no one... nobody...
cuz thr is only me....
the one and only...
I am !!
for all this kind...
ths life...ths shit...ths path...ths pace...
all i have is only me...
I'm creating the color to my life....
color of my life...
tuning each day...until to the right channel....
turning to right and left...until could find the right destination...
every single day...i just wanna follow the rythm in my life...

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Holloween

Having blast last nite...
wif my gal of cuz...
eventho so damn pack..
and i din take many pic actually...
only cam whoring ownself...
hehhhe...the rest still wif my gal..

been to Velvet, Zouk, KL
Holloween Nite..
and i duno wat themes is my costume...
my gal say like cosplay, playboy, still got kawaii...and bla bla..
hahhahhaa...

k...check dis out ~~












Cubicle

hahhaha....
wat a title...
duno wat to put actually...
just wanna upload my working places...
my cubicle...my desk...
my messy table...

Igloo in the office... i ady wore 3 clothes...
2 jacket and 1 shirt...still freezing....beh tahan wif cold...
hahhaha...acting like so concentrate on work...

my table ~~

side view...messy leh @@

hahhaha...apa apa pun ada....