Distracted

Felt a bit distracted...
huh....
Just felt tired...
really damn tired....
distract from everythg surround me...

distracted frm own house..
huh...is that really my house??
phewwww....kind off..cuz there are... before it...isnt it??
what's wrong wif the house actually??
no more house feeling??
no more happiness thr??
its just more like....a place to sleep??
its really like no life thr....
its felt so empty....died !!!
huh......

distracted frm own job....
workload...hmmm...
work never be finish..if could finish..why thy need to hire ppl, rite??
but...i felt tired to entertain all those email...
there is like nonstop email in a day...and i just felt like ignore it all...
can i ??
assisting for this district make me sick...
entertain those ppl wif nonsense request make me felt like....bullshitting wif it...
i just need to make my ownself to perform well again...
i know that im not perform well lately....
i need to build up again my performance...
really need to....
i dont want my matrix go down for a single mistake anymore...
for all this time...i wan to make it perfect...and i know thr is nothg is perfect...
but at least i tried...and i make it...even its not a 100%... at least i could maintain my matrix by 96% every month....

distracted frm colleagues??
hmmm....its not a big deal...
an issues?? who never been through all this??
working wif ppl will owez facing ths rite??
everyone have thy own attitudes....thy behaviour....thy styles....
and i tired to hear this that and that this....

distracted....distracted....

what really distract me actually....
my life now??
i dont really care bout it....
im tired !!...
felt like i cant hold it anymore !!
i need somebody to share it...!!
who?? no one... nobody...
cuz thr is only me....
the one and only...
I am !!
for all this kind...
ths life...ths shit...ths path...ths pace...
all i have is only me...
I'm creating the color to my life....
color of my life...
tuning each day...until to the right channel....
turning to right and left...until could find the right destination...
every single day...i just wanna follow the rythm in my life...