Somewhere only we know

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my own feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
If you have a minute why don't we go

Talk about it somewhere only we know?

sudden .....the emptiness fill my soul... :(

sneeze sneeze

ah chewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.....................

take 5
wanna clear my mind....
huhuhu....

nose keep on sneezing....


ah chewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...............
sneeze again !!

arghhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!

deng !!!

one whole day did not touch my order in email, except the orders in WebPO...
been checking each pendings in both district...

huh !! what i got??
what i found out??

what the #$%

tracking number been misplaced, sounds once, yet no apologies !! gosh!!
have not counted without tracking log for each email....
replying email like....what ????
already informed and teached how to reply back with the full details yet still do the same damn things !!
missing order...drag to closed folder without action??
wrong attachment??

HELLO ????

how long been working??

same excuses again??

" I still new here?? "

gosh !!! only a bit of high pitch, wanna give face to me??
wrong person... i wont bother either...

tired of hearing the same lines.....
" oh my, i cant imagine how you been handled those email everyday without missed anything and yet still can browsed other websites?? "

gosh....still got PO Deviation report needs to be update...
looks like i'm not gonna make it today...
the orders....hmmmm...hope no1 chasing tomorrow...
arrrrghhhh!! just remember....its gonna screwd if the Open Report come in tomorrow...
damn damn !!!
month ends month ends !!!
calculating the revenues....

its 8pm already...
eyes become so blurr....
gonna stretch by bone for awhile...
dancing maybe...hmmm...relaxing for 5 mins...
" Never find love like this....oh oh ohhhhhhhh...... "

Get Back To Work

huhuhu....
at the office now....
holiday is over !!

checking my mail....
hmmmm...not bad...at least 500++ email...
phewwwww....

gonna check 1 by 1...

got a new task....
now i'm gonna take over ACT as well...

think that im not gonna leave office this early..
ETA date, calling, blaa bla blaaaaaaa....

KKIA 2

Kota Kinabalu International Airport 2

huhuhu.....
waiting for boarding now...

gosh...
i dont wanna back !!

still and yet...
gotta back to the busy life again !!

Kangaroo Cafe

here i am in the cafe alone....
so bored at house...
Sis Adeq went back Keningau ady..
for an emergency matter...family matter...
lazy to ask...dont want to know...but quite sure what's happening...

nieces and nephew went out for CNY...
same goes Sis Idah n her's husband..

playing game here...
editting some pix to be upload..
thinking of going back tomorrow...arghhhhhhhh !!

thinking of myself....................................

* sexay sign *

and now...im thinking of this......

*sigh*

Tomboy

hmmm....
felt like so long didn't heard this word...
i mean...the title that friends always described on me...

i can easily hang with guys compare then girls...
friends still tag me as tomboy - less girl friends...

hmmm....okie, i admit it !!
can count how many gf i have compare bf...

i don't mind...
as long i felt comfy with it...

by then...
I'm uploading picture in FB now...
waiting and gonna upload in here for the story too....

holiday holiday mood

yay !!!
so much things happen...
like been so long didn't get this opportunity...
felt so happy...
meeting those old old friends...

kinda miss it so much...

reached in Kota Kinabalu, straight back to Keningau...
its took about 1 and half hour using the new road...
but, wow !! the hills...gotta killed me....
if not used to it...for sure gonna vomit...
reached home, stay there for 5 days...
just at home...didnt go anywhere...
except night market and hospital...
for the 5 days, been playing with my lil' baby ~ Daniel Dannish...
this coming 15th March, he's turn 3 yrs old...
he make my day a lots...
with his smile, action, playful, n the way he learn to talk...

on 11th, went up a bit to Beaufort...to my elders sis...
in here, went out n meeting old friends that came back for CNY...
not all of them can meet up..
but still, i'm happy so so sooooooooo much...hiksz..
talked about our school times, working times, and those friends that already married...

13th night, have a dinner with my bro-in-law brothers'

asked sis fetch me back home...
staying alone at home...
didn't felt anything actually...
on that night, saw the firecrackers...sending messages to all friends..
wishes for CNY and valentines as well...
and early morning went to church...
spending times with Fanella...
helping in entertain visitor...

15th - early morning went out to Membakut...
my god brother wedding...
wow...this is the place that i grew and stayed quite long...

meets some of old friends too...
my primary school mates...
asking the same question...
"when you gonna marry?"
LOL !!!
still the same answer " no one want even i go for auction !! "
hahhaha...

quite lots of friend married and have they own children...
felt happy...
my turn?? hmmmm.... not gonna think bout it anymore...
not now...not till i found my own path...

got to sleep now...
3 more hours to go, then need to wake up...
gonna go out again....
wanna go up to Ranau...

elder bro and sis already mumbling...
keep going out, don't know how to stay at home...
yeah, i know they worried bout me...
but, 1 thing i told my sister... " Sis, when is the time that i can go out?? "
to Along, i know your concern...
even i said, "dont worry" i still your lil sister !!
sorry Along, i cant make it...
cant meet you this time..to my lil angel - Vanissa...
but don't worry, i'll try to back this year again...

gosh !! i want to upload those pic actually...
but...maybe only once i get the chance...the real times to upload it...

by then...its 2.30am already...
sleep for 3 more hours...
good nite...
gonna oi oi now...

I'm Back !!

yay !!

i'm coming back to SABAH...today !!

hehehhe...

morning flight...

nobody know that i'm going back today...

except my bro here...

colleagues and some friends...

wanna make a surprise for them actually...

hehhehe... :)

i just had a called from mummy last night...

asked her, did she miss me or not?

and if yes, i'm gonna fly over tomorrow morning...

hhahaa...what a naughty am i...

any yeah, my sis as well said, if i wanna back, just back...

and here i am...

CNY deco & Meeting with the Boss

doing this CNY deco...

take some snap shots wif ma gals, Bree

here I am, standing on the table and hanging those deco...

Eisz - the ultimate anak anak bahagia.. LOL
keep it right ~
the group ~~
it's makan time ~~

actually on that day is a visitting from our boss...

Q & A session regarding the process we done..

Richard & Paul frm US

rush rush

Deng !!

attend meeting, follow up, clearing pending, issues, orders, invoices...etc

go KWSP, checking my application status...

gonna go Post Office..

still haven't submit my leave and claim..gosh !!

hungry already.... and its 2.50pm !!

gonna grab my bread now...

back to work...n I'm freezing here... Raining outside !!

so much things that haven't done !!

Bored & Tired

get bored easily...
tired of everything...

i just hope anything could and would do to distract me right now..
how i wish i could get some of those magic and abilities likes those superhero, animate, etc

i just read this comic yesterday..
Doraemon
LOL..i know its kinda tooooo kids for me?
yeah...i wish i could get 1 for my ownself...
maybe a fairy god mother??
hahaha...a dream..

how i wish i have the dimensional pocket to produces any number of futuristic gadgets and devices that might offer the perfect cure for the problem... or may be time vending machine, perhaps??

gosh

feel so weak recently...
gosh..
my migraine killing me..
gastric like no other days...
not enough sleep again...
and those dream keep me awake in the middle of night...

nothing to write...just crapping and mumbling here...
while my head gonna burst any minute...
flaming throat..hmm..not enough water again..
felt like keep on wanna vomit what ever go thru my throat...

gonna have some nap now..
while everyone go for lunch...
my girl said i look so pale...
geezzee..
i need a nap, my head keep on spinning...

me

my WORLD,

my FIGHT,

my BREATH,

my HEART !!!

people are trapped in the history,

and

history is trapped in them ....

whatever happened, its still me, myself and my life..