the violence in silent

it's turn up like this...

yeah...who's the lucky one...

When a GIRL stares at you ...

she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest ...

she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday...

she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it.

When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "

does you make me secure enough?

could you do that?

between TWO junction

between 2 junction?
to go or not to go...
to do or rather not
to eat or rather to starve
to love or just believe
there is many many more things in it....

i cant stand nor rather stay alone with my mind is mingling around...
but, yeah i need my own space to discover a little drama in my mind...
im the director for each of the actor and actress...

in every single actioned in my little mind...it's always freaked me out..
the daily stress out office go thru the relationship of my colleagues and stepping to the one that become my listener all the times...

i miss the laugh and joy of a family...
i cant believe nowadays... rather to pick their phone to say hi and asking how are you, i let it be inside my mind.... busy? nope !! just pick that bloody phone and search the name i want it, there you are...just waiting for dialling....
gosh!! what and why am i doing this...

waiting is the time i hate the most... but, we always wait and see...
wait always come in a 2 kind things...
rather waiting for good times or wait until its really too late for everything for anything...

believe and believer...
approval and dissapprove...
trust and dignity...

just mess it out...
yeah...my mind is in mess now...

turn off

what a turn off?

tired?
stress?
miserable?
happiness?
laugh?
smile?
pampered?
screaming?
insulting?
blaming?
security?
or a mask....??

when i am a hard 5, she is a hard 10
a damn hard perfect number 10...LOL...
a sentence that keep repeating in the scene...
BTW, the main point is
even i am a clumsy..
i am a damn hard perfect number 10 that you ever had...
by that time, was wondering am i just a back up plan?
would you or could you understand me?
could you break me down?
break me in my own world?
my silence is a violence?
was it?
was it not?
end up.. to the left or right side...
to the good or the bad way...

maybe you could try to joint it
to get the answer...

just wonder...am i ready?
or the exact question is
"are you ready?"

gazing ~ mingling in my own world ~

sounds...whispering ~~
memory ... flashing ~~

tired !!!

hopes !!
opportunity !!
fairness??
misleading??
accountability??
value??
trust??

messing it up...stir it...steam it...fry it...boil it...
yo !!! this what we call ROJAK !!!

happy enough!!
grateful enough??

where's the light??
where's the full stop??

whats mine is yours