29.09.2010

it's my birthday, what you gonna say with it...
lallallalalala ~~~~

LOL...sing a song by myself...

hehhehehe...

not planning to do...
just wanna make some call to all of my family there...
it's so fun whenever they pick my phone and not even say hi or hello,
they directly sing da birthday song to me....
wat a wonderful lovely song...
i dun expect anything just wishes from them is enough for me that they do care of me...

hmmm...the normal stuff that they always said...
do take care...
u is no longer young...
think wisely...
and bla bla bla bla blaaaa....

and my normal answer....yeah yeah yeah and yeah again... *sigh*


hmmm...for 1st time dat i'm alone officially celebrating my birthday without anyone beside me..
not anyone special neither my family around nor any friends...
its only me....
yeah...only me in da small square room...
playing games and watching cartoon....

jokes from my Along today...
Along: what r u doing sis?
Me : nothing, just came back from work...Along?
Along: still compiling some report...
Me : owh...it's 7pm already, dont want go back ar?
Along: naaaa....I need to work on it...sis, u not celebrating your birthday?
Me : nope, just stay in da room...din go anywhere...
Along: aik...why not you buy a cake and sing birthday song for your ownself?
Me : LOL...what la...no need la, i still got my fried mee hoon
Along: huh? fried mee hoon for your birthday...
Me : duh.... ==||
Along: hmmm...i asked Clarissa call you and sing da birthday song to you...they'll like it...
Me : ishk !! Along ni !!


so on and on and on da chatt goes...

LOL...buy a cake and sing da song by ownself... deng ==||



hmmm...aftr finish chit chatting with Along, called my niece; she also sing it to me...
wat a wonderful present i got...

done all da calling part...checking my FB...
LOL...thr's like more den 100 wishes from friends there....and more to come..*sigh*
never expect it actually...
but they r da rocks !!!



to all,
thanks for da birthday wishes and compliment, I do love you all for all da memorising me *P

I Don't Know

yeah.... I really don't know...
deep down there I wish that I could shout it loud...
way loud that ever people could hear it..
deep down...

try to not show it...
try to act nothing...

people...
human...

instead what happening...
and a part of it...
fate and trust is not to be given...

again I'm gonna use the tik tok sound...
a sound that really make me become a murder..a monster...a killer...an evil person that I hope I could do...

What I want to be?
What I like?
What is my favorite color?
Who am I?
Do I understand myself?
till now what is the achievement I made?

again the tik tok sounds appearing in my mind...
my heart sick and it's pounding...tickling till shaken each of my joint...

FATE & TRUST ??

Baby Ednny Annabelle Edmund

Ednny Annabelle is my 9th niece . born on 13th September at 2:55pm weighing at 3kg.

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

She can deal with stress and carry heavy burdens,
She smiles when she feels like screaming and she sings when she feels like crying.
She cries when she's happy and laughs when she's afraid.
Her love is unconditional.

There's only one thing wrong with her,
she forgets what she's worth!

Behaviour

Behaviour..
Human behaviour...
Human attitude...
Human...
It's so difficult to understand a life thing called "HUMAN"

what I could say is, HUMAN is really interesting and painful....
there is no other words could suit it best...

the way human think, the way the brain developed,
the way human react, the way the reaction reflected...

I'm SUPERB SICK

yay!!!
I'm sick !!!
yeah...it's true that I am falling sick...
a week of suffered of high fever....
whole joint like breaking me out...
sweat cold and body weakening me :(

Can't hold it any longer, went for an injection...
GOSH !!! that's hurt !!
Damn it!!
I couldn't remember that for the last time that I get sick and need an injection is that hurt and pain... goodness!!!

and for god sake, it's like stand for few hours to lower down my temperature...
went to another clinic...the doc asked for a blood test...
she mentioned it's needed for precaution of dengue, might a virus go in to my blood, some bacteria and so on....

once the report out, doc only mentioned that my white blood cells is higher or more compare to the red cells and its feeding the virus... so, she only gonna give me some extra strong antibiotic as the antibiotic that i took is not strong enough...

hmmm...for all day long...phone kept ringing nonstop...i mean yeah, it's stop ringing when another person is calling.. LOL
Mother calling
Along calling
Kakak calling
2nd Bro calling
2nd Sis calling...

asked for the same things...talked about the same things...

and me?? ya ya ya and ya...

and they : Don't know how to take care... so stubborn wanna stay alone... bla bla bla blaaaaaaaa..... act like a small kid.... and so the mumbling continue.....

hmmmm....my dear beloved family....
I don't want to make all of you worry there...
I'll be fine here even non of you still thinking I can't...
well...love lots...

FREAKED

I am freaking out for those people that keep on saying "FREAK" !!!!
I am freak that .... I am freak this... I am freak everything......
hey !!!! wake up dude !!! this world is not you alone !!!
if you really that freak so please freak out your f@#king world and
may your FREAKING F@#KING WORLD be last long !!!

I'm LOST

I dunno why I felt like this...
Yeah...kinda lost in space...
Feel so empty deep inside...
Too tired of thinking bout it...

Yeah...maybe I'm the runaway that couldn't find the road back...

Somehow...
Congrate to my youngest bro for his new born baby girl...
Yet, the name haven't choose...
May the baby girl cheerish everyone!!

With full of love sending from the east to the west...
Muacksz!!!

New Place in a New Area with New Environment

huha ~~

moving out for the second time of this year....

after back from Sabah...
find a room to let in Subang...
as I'm gonna report in to the new company...

yeah...a new job...new boss...new place...new colleagues...
hmmm...kinda new everything???

definitely NOT....
LOL~~

basically what i could say is....
I NEED A NEW JOB AGAIN!!!

hahhahahaa......
please please please....
i need a new job now...
a better job...

hmmmm...
sis and mum keep asking to look whether i could switch to Sabah...
should I ?
tik tok tik tok tik tok .......

Loved that being around with the superb kids ~~

my life is happier ever whenever i get around with all my lil boys and girls
with all of their naughty act..arguing..laughing...
it's much happening to have them around....

I - City Shah Alam

an unplan nite out ~~
went out only for dinner den straight fly away to I-City Shah Alam...

1st impression...
wuuuuuuuuu...
waaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
wooooooooooo...

den think about it...
wat a wasted money of this...
i mean...before they could build this...
they should improve a lot of things which we dont have...
i could say, our transportation still far away behind...
and still wasting our money for this....
yeah...i do know that this is a way of tourism places to attract people to come places...but before that, we still need to improve the main facility before we could reach the places rite?

btw...i still proud for all the engineer and architecture for the landskap and everything...thumbs up for it... yippie ... :)

Manicure and Hair Cut Day

have a relaxing day after fetching brother to bus station...
mum, sis and I do a hair cut...

mum as usual do the curly hair even hers hair not so much left anymore... LOL
sis do straightening...
and me....hehehe...dying and layering my hair again...

Before

Dying Process

After ~

after done...do my manicure...
hahhaha...
my cacated toe... :P

Tiring Day after ~~

hmmm...
a day after stay over night at bro house...gonna have a travel back to Keningau...

nothing much that i can do in such a time...
i mean it's kinda not enough for me to go around...
wanna have a relaxing holiday but in the same time I wanted to spend my time with the rest...

so, i just stay at home...
hahhaa...play with my lil' boy...

in every single day i'm there, with full of energy he had...
my day never be so empty....

stayed in Keningau for 4D3N...

I Fly High ~~

huhuhu...quite late to post in here...
busy and tired plus minus no Internet to use... :'(
btw...on 14th Aug is the date that I flew to Sabah...
a tiring journey...

LCCT Airport

reached KKIA about 12.45pm
brother and sister waiting me there...
a kind of heart waiting me there...
thanks sis, thanks bro...

the 1st sentence that came out from sis is " sudah kurus o0o0 "
hmmm...lose weight? dun think so...its only maybe so long din meet up wif family....

after that, bro fetch me back to his house in Sepangar..
so excited to meet my lil' boy there...


the 2 great news for me this year is
I'm gonna have 2 new lil' baby..
my youngest brother gonna get his 1st baby on this coming September...
then come to my brother for the 2nd child on this coming December...

hmmm...gonna add more army in the battalion...
LOL....