CynthiaCassandra: 2008

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

~ ♫ Rythm dats belongs to Me ♫ ~

yo....dats me....macam????

ada gaya kah???? dun play play yaaa....

gimme a hot blastttt!!!

i also can be so sweet....hhehehheee

warfghhhh...bulatnya......

anak sapa laitu yaaa.....

lucky still got some chin there....

wahahhahhaaa.....

◎ Its 30th Dec Nite ◎

yo....

24 hr start from now..

we will celebrate the coming New Year of 2009

o gosh....i dun have any feeling bout it...at all???

while others is preparing and planning their own...

xpecially those who are leaving in town...

absolutely the new year will end up in the popular club in the town...

in the 'kampung kampung' site...of course...

never than last...'moginum' time would never ending...

continuing until...whose know...whose care...

hmmm...how many of us that is really appreciate the life?

huh..i leave the question whitout any answer...

by the way...i really dun care about it...

no feeling at all... ♥ ღஜღ ♥

what a waste...isnt it?

Monday, December 29, 2008

tik tak tik tak....
the times keep going...
while we are realize or not
while we are a kinda believe it or not
while we are making it right or not
tik tak tik tak....
the times still moving...
while im keyed in each of the words..
the times still moving....
while im thinking what should i say...
while im thinking what should i share in here...
while my fears and feeling kinda blurr inside here...
keep on fighting each other...
and yes...the times is precious...

hmmmmm..what a blurr message...
maybe i should try another times...
give me a times...but did we have really enough times????
how many times that we should have???
a 24 hours in a day, still not enough???

i need a break...will continue wif something....
need to wonder for it....right???

Saturday, December 20, 2008

* ^ Lost in Space ^ *

I'm empty
I'm losing my love
Wishing i was still in your heart
I' m losing the strength
I dont't know how to start it over again
With a crack in my heart

No one knows my innerself
Not even me
No one knows the darkness within these shadows
Not even me

Before, I thought I was alone
Before, no one seems to be at home
Raindrops keep falling outside
And teardrops falling in my eyes

Friday, November 21, 2008

i love myself

I love myself today
Not like yesterday
I'm cool, I'm calm
I'm gonna be okay
I've had enough
Make up my mind

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Ironies of life

All men are extremely busy.
Although they are so busy, they still have time for women.
Although they have time for women, they don't really care for them.
Although they don't really care for them, they always have one around.
Although they always have one around them, they always try their luck with others.

The most important thing for a woman is financial security.
Although this is so important, they still go out and buy expensive clothes and stuff.
Although they always buy expensive clothes, they never have something to wear.
Although they never have something to wear, they always dress beautifully.
Although they always dress beautifully, their clothes are always just 'an old rag'.
Although their clothes are always 'just an old rag', they still expect you to compliment them.
Although they expect you to compliment them, when you do, they don't believe you.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Don't Expect Me To Be Your Friend

I stopped sending flowers to your apartment

You said you aren't home much anymore

I stopped dropping by without an appointment

Cause I'd hear laughter coming through your door.

Sometimes late at night you'll still call me

Just before you close your eyes to sleep

You make me vow to try and stop by sometime

Baby that's a promise I can't keep.

I love you too much to ever start liking you

So lets just let the story kinda end

I love you too much to ever start liking you

So don't expect me to be your friend.

I don't walk down through the village or other places

That we used to go to all the time

I'm trying to erase you from my memory

Cause thinking of you jumbles up my mind.

You always act so happy when I see you

You smile that way you take my hand and then

Introduce me to your latest lover

That's when I feel the walls start crashing in.

Monday, October 27, 2008

until the end of life

keep thinking....

keep wondering....

is life so simple....

everyone keep saying that all of us is an actor...

we just acting to what that is suppose to be...

is life so simple...

yes...it is...

but is life really simple as we thought????

simple as we say ed it????

as simple that came out from our mouth???

everyone have their own thought...

but so far...

how bout other...

life keep on going...

the time wouldn't turn back...

the clock wouldn't stop...

I'm tired to think bout it anymore....

for the rest of my life...

am i happy or not...

still...

i need to keep going...

until the end of life...

just...need to survive...

Sunday, October 26, 2008

stupidity in mind....

hmmmm.....i want angry....
wakkakkakakkaaa.....
any how.....just need to spread out my emotion.....
what i have go thru dis few month....
attempting all those stupid person......
o gosh.....damn it....
what i dont understand is....
how come they all never use brain...
do such like....what the*&^%$#@.....
oh my god.....patience...patience.....
what that make me really upset is....i still need to work with it.....