A Fighter Indeed

My heart popping so badly and without hesitating and realized that the tears dropping again and again…

It’s been a months that I heard lil’ bro having a bad headache, no appetite and keep vomiting. Asking what is wrong, the only answered I get is headache…

Been asking them to bring and check brother to a specialist, yet brother only keeping his painful by himself…

I know brother and of course all of us are damn hard and stubborn due to certain things… In fact when it’s come to something relate to family, feeling and security; we rather to keep it by our own self…To not make them worried, rather to swollen the pain…

I just been informed by mummy that they had been sending him to the government hospital, yet no update or should I said the doctor there did not do anything instead of keep on saying he is fine and nothing else than a normal gastric… What the fark is this shit?? What is the farking new hospital that implement in the Keningau ?? What for the so called Hospital Baru ?? I’ve been there and what I saw is just those nurses or dresser doing nothing instead of sitting there and talking for whole time… Yes, I’m accusing them due to the lack of integrity and wasting our money paying them for nothing !!! Yes, I’m disappointed on what have they done, done for nothing !!!

I’ve googled out in the Malaysian Project – 8, the new Hospital Keningau which is located in Jln Apin – Apin have their Certificate of Pratical Completion on 31^st May 2003, cost for RM 198.8 million, where it’s been accommodate with the Intermediate Hospital Information System for the patient and among staff. So where is the accommodation and facility ? What's wrong with the vision? Where it's go? Or it just some kind of frame hanging on the wall ????

the link ----->      Hospital Keningau Vision

When it’s come to urban places like this especially in West Malaysia, occasionally peoples notice on the existence of the humanity in it. Why?? Because we seldom do some rawr-ing ?? because we live more peacefully rather in the East ?? Because we more respectful or forgiveness?? I am not looking for those lack-nesses of each party, but I am disappointed when we have been implemented on those facilities yet its seem like non people been using it….what a wastage !!!

Is that true that our people there have not wake up yet ?? Does they really need to knock there head for a several times to wake them up??

Why on earth the so called hospital which cost you almost RM 200 million doesn’t help you anything?? Why on earth there is no other specialist in that so called hospital?? Why on earth there is no action been taken out for this?? Is the only places that could survive is in the BIG CITY?? On earth of this, I saw many cases that, the villagers rather die in their own home town, been giving the wrong prescription for the wrong sickness !!! It's not because of what they had do wrong, it's because the villagers does not have any knowledge yet they have been blindly fool out by our very own generation which is just for the sake of giving out the prescription without proper procedure... the old man / lady there are too rely on what is the nurses/dresser/doctor which they too respect on them but couldn't cure there sickness but still looking for some effort to survive.... 

So again, I’ve been posted out by sis Azie, that for what is happening in kampung thru Facebook..

the link  ----->     Another Disappointed Issues

So again, I’ve been posted out by sis Azie, that for what is happening in kampung thru Facebook..

it took them more than 1 month to CORRECTLY diagnose my lil Bro problem ... huk huk huk ....and required some ARGUEMENT from non-medic-educated like me ...

my youngest bro Edmund is currently undergo an operation to remove a tumor in his head... am worried sick and hoping everything goes as plan. pls pray for him ....my dear beloved Bro ... God is always with u !

here is a story of my lil bro ; been vomitting and constant headache for the 1 1/2 month . we have been in n out of GH , but was told it is due to Gastric , up till last 2 week ,he become very weak and couldnt get up...but still given the gastric pill . last wed, he got a seizure.. yet the Dr refure to admit him to hosp... 

I got pissed and argue with the Dr, then only they said , WHY i didnt tell them the sympthom and etc .. i said for now i only need to know what can they do for my bro. t took them 2 days to do CT scan ( only after i insist on it...) and was told there is something in his brain... MRI can only be done in QEH , but have to wait... i opt for private service ....

so here is my advice , my lil bro who is only 22yrs old is just having headache .. a common headache ..... but without we realising he is actually in real pain of carrying this tumor.... i dont know what else to say .. bbut it just a headache .. :( ....the procedure should finish at 5pm today ...

i just realise something else, my bro always say he had this headache for quite smetimes...n keep taking panadol.. and i notice too why he was not given 'urgent' attention from the Dr at the GH, he is not the time who complaint about his pain with words.. or gesture . he rather opt for sleeping ..... maybe next time if we are sick we should cry aduh .. aduiiiiiiiiiiiii aduhhhhhhhhhhhh.. baru kena cek betul2 kan ..?

my lil bro , i know u r strong .. and a real fighter .. be stronger this time k.. ( teringat 3 weeks ago, while my car broke down, my lil bro send me to school with his bike... and it was raining .. and he was already sick by then..!!) huk huk huk! 

Again, early this morning at 7 am, mum called, asked for our prayer to be with him...to make him stronger...from the voice, I've sensed mummy in a real pain...yeah, I know mum always panic in everywhere in anything... But, please be strong enough to make your son go thru all this pain....We will all together go thru this... Along been heading from Lahad Dato to Kota Kinabalu, which it's took about 6 - 7 hours journey... Pity him, whereby in the middle of the road needs to take a nap or stop due to tiredness and still need to travelling for a sake of our lil' brother...so much of sacrifice...Not sure what time Along reached there...

Bro Kelly informed me that he'll be heading back to KK too...he gonna take a 1 week off... called me and he told me that lil' bro asking whether I'm going back or not? I'm speechless...I couldn't say any single words... Browsing the air ticket.. Yes, I'm coming back dear Edmund... I'm back to see and hug you my lil' brother !!! How I miss the stubborn and the way you smile and asking for something you needs...

Dear God, I'm asking for the healing of your mighty hand to rub upon your sons, to cure and make us strong...Dear God, for your forgiveness, please listen to our wishes and grant it, amen.... 


p/s: the unseen, undoubted could sometimes driving everyone mad kind of love and care !!!