Lesson

It's been awhile for me to stop writing...

kinda stopping as I'm not sure how to express myself...

how to deal with it...

how to face it...

does it really make me thinks twice thrice even it keep on repeating in my small tiny mind...

rather than talking...it's make me think...

what is my word?

what words is mine?

representing who am I ?

I may not be a good talker neither to have lotsa friends like you do...

I may not seen the whole world out there...

but I am trying to build it..

to see it...

to gain it...

to learn it...

I may try to change myself to be a better me...

to be some one that could stand out from others...

to be the one that wouldn't be that so naive...

to be the one that wouldn't so touchy...

to be the one that could really match to the world out side there....

but please... it couldn't be happen in just a single click of finger tip...

it couldn't be just happen in a few second after what I wish to be...

I couldn't be as pro as good as you are...

I am learning...and everyday I do learning...

I see from a different view of everything...

I listen to surround rather than to start talking out loud...

critical path is to gain the experience...

each of the experiences, teaching me when to start to sit, crawl, walk, run...

and now it's teach me how and when to start to talk and listen...