moody

moody...unsecured...doubting...disbelief...!!!!!!

sorry for everything... for the time that i felt this

i had messed it up with everything...

people around me..

I'm not suppose to question it, rather to make it worse

not my intention...

you always be my ears which i appreciated it the most

those crap that keep repeating and you were there

even you had so much to do...

so much to think that much more important

compare to listen my mumbling....

i know that i acted weird

sometimes i don't understand but try to make it clear

even it cleared it still mingling around my mind..

p/s: cant sleep even the time ticking and shown 11am...

looking and playing with my gf's baby girl...

she awake and look for hers bottle milk...

feed her, play and talking...

its story times...

gonna stop now and look after her cuz none of them wake up yet....

baby, I'm sorry