PainLess

No matter what...i feel really down...

this few weeks likes so hard for me...

No matter how hard i try....

But all the memories makes my heart broken into pieces...

until i also couldnt find the matches of the puzzles...

I'm trying so hard...not to be so emotional...

I'm trying to cool down...to hide all deeply in my heart...

But...places and things...make me wonder...makes me recall....

all of the happiness...we've been thru...

In such a second...all the pain and hurt stab into my heart...

Its really there....

all makes me wonder....and i hardly to take a breath...

i trying to let things go...

go far away from me...

and such...i couldnt imagine...

how fragile am i...

how i wish that everything is fine...and i couldnt wish and hope the bad things in you...

how i try to shout it loud...

but its useless...

and i dont even know...why???

why my tears so stubborn...

and frankly...there is no more tears...as i cant feel it anymore...

they say and ask me to let it go...

but...where is my tears??

its just...dissapeared and flew away from me???